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Monday, 09 November 2009

Thursday, 05 November 2009

  • Confession

    I want so badly to hate her.   I want to hate her crazy outfits and ridiculous publicity stunts and her nonsense lyrics, but I just can't.

    I have a confession to make:
    I love Lady Gaga

    Her music is so damn catchy.   She's like the new Queen.   No one can match Freddie's unbelievable voice, but the crazy outfits and silly lyrics and glam rock feel are all the same, plus her name comes from one of their songs (Radio Gaga).   I wanted to hate Queen when I first heard them but now they are my favorite (old) band.   Plus she's certainly more talented than most of the stupid pop singers out there right now (read Britney *gags*)

    Please help!   I need an intervention, please make me hate her again...  I take that back, i love her and I'm happy about it and you should love her too.   When you let the hate out of your heart I guarantee you'll feel liberate by your ability to rock out when she comes on the radio.   admit it, your body wants to (I see that toe tapping when you're not paying attention)   hahaha (half) kidding


    Musical side note:  new cool song by Sam Sparro called 'Black and Gold'   It's about his struggle with finding meaning in life if there's no god.   From my interpretation, he's probably in the early stages of atheism haha.  oooo cool new blog idea: the stages of movement from faith to atheism.   anyway super cool song and something a lot of my readers (you) can probably relate to.
    Lyrics:
    If the fish swam out of the ocean
    and grew legs and they started walking
    and the apes climbed down from the trees
    and grew tall and they started talking

    and the stars fell out of the sky
    and my tears rolled into the ocean
    now I'm looking for a reason why
    you even set my world into motion

    'cause if you're not really here
    then the stars don't even matter
    now I'm filled to the top with fear
    but it's all just a bunch of matter
    'cause if you're not really here
    then I don't want to be either
    I wanna be next to you
    black and gold
    black and gold
    black and gold

    I looked up into the night sky
    and see a thousand eyes staring back
    and all around these golden beacons
    I see nothing but black

    I feel a way of something beyond them
    I don't see what I can feel
    if vision is the only validation
    then most of my life isn't real

    'cause if you're not really here
    then the stars don't even matter
    now I'm filled to the top with fear
    but it's all just a bunch of matter
    'cause if you're not really here
    then I don't want to be either
    I wanna be next to you
    black and gold
    black and gold
    black and gold

Sunday, 18 October 2009

  • I'm funny dammit

    The title is a quote from Carla in Scrubs after she told a really bad joke, for those of you who are going "where have I heard that before?"


    Keeping in mind that I have the childish habit of calling him a butt face:

    Me: So's your face
    James: So's your mom's face
    Me: So's your butt... oh wait, I already said that
    James: *sigh*
    Me: Get it?
    James: Yeah, butt face, I see what you did there.


    I laughed for like 20 minutes before I even sent it because I thought it was so funny.   I was so proud of myself for coming up with that lol
    Just thought I should share

  • Project Save The World before my 20th birthday

    So I started this project today through my Facebook and I figured I might as well extend it to all of you if you feel like getting involved. Here's the Facebook note about it:


    Consider this an invitation to a virtual 30 day birthday party, with the goal of making a difference


    Who: anyone and everyone.


    Where: the comfort of your own home


    Why: Instead of gifts and birthday wishes and cards, I've come up with a better way for you to honor my existence (lol jk... but that's kind of what a birthday is haha).

    So I've been thinking: why on earth do we give people presents on their birthdays? I did absolutely nothing on my birthday except cause my mother an extraordinary amount of pain and then proceeded to cry nonstop for hours the first night they brought me home. If anything, I should be giving her a gift for putting up with me for another year. Perhaps I will, and I can call it a "giving-birth day present."

    There is absolutely nothing I need right now. I have more than any person could ever possibly ask for, and am completely content with all my worldly possessions. However, what I am not content with is the state of our planet.
    Environmental destruction, social injustices, poverty, etc. those are the things which are bothering me right now, not the fact that I could use more shirts. Therefore, I think it makes much more sense to request that you fix those problems for my birthday rather than give me things which I potentially don't want and definitely don't need.


    What: Therefore, in honor of my birthday, I would like to request that you donate to the charitable organization of your choice.

    Let's see how much we can raise. If you make a donation, post a comment on this note saying how much you donated and to what organization (and that organization's website so that others can donate as well). I've kicked things off with a $25 donation to the Sierra Club today.

    P.S. since there are multiple notes of this so I could tag everyone, I'll compile a list of all the donations onto the bottom of each note


    R.S.V.P. by: Today's the day!   You have until midnight tonight to get your donation in!


    If you can't donate, please recommend this post so that as many people as possible will read it and consider donating.

    You can vote for this post to be featured by going here:
    http://www.xanga.com/cms/voting.aspx?user=xanga
    and scrolling down to find it.



    So far:
    $25 from myself to the Sierra Club.
    $20 from chaospet to UNICEF.
    $25 from serenadante to Planned Parenthood.
    $23 from sick_of_dreams to Eternal Perspective Ministries.
    $50 from my mom to Miles of Hope in honor of Lynne Malone.
    $35 from TheRiverIsEverywhere to The Conservation Fund.
    $20 from ilovejesuschristforever to her church.
    $20 from myself to Polar Bear S.O.S. through the National Resources Defense Council.
    $240 from my grandparents to Operation Smile.
    $50 from alampi to her church for Meds for Mexico
    $20 in groceries from my cousin Joe to The Queens Galley.
    $25 from my Aunt Lucy to the Cancer Society in memory of Gail Cadamagnani.
    Total: $553

Saturday, 17 October 2009

  • My problem with conspiracy theories

    It all comes down to falsifiability.   If there is absolutely nothing anyone could say or do which would convince you otherwise then there is no way to assess the truth value of your claim.

    I started thinking about this because of a discussion with mathematicalbagpiper.   he asserted that mental disorders do not exist and I said that's not true at all.   While we do need to relax a little about diagnosing people, and it is possible to be weird without having a problem, it has been demonstrated that certain people exhibit symptoms way outside the statistical norms and this causes them serious issues in functioning.
    For example, schizophrenics hear voices.   This is kind of a problem.

    As we were bantering back and forth, he eventually told me that he believes that all doctors and drug companies are making us sicker on purpose so they can make money, and that the government is supporting this behavior by suppressing all studies which demonstrate cures and destroying all evidence that there's such a huge conspiracy going on.   Of course he can't prove it to me, because all the documents are destroyed.   How convenient.

    That's exactly the problem: it's too convenient.   If all the proof is destroyed how does he know it's true?   How does anyone know it's true?   Clearly there is some evidence out there if someone knows this is the case.

    To demonstrate why this is a problem, let me replace a few words in his argument:
    We are all in the matrix, being used as battery power.   The machines who run the matrix don't want you to know that that's the case, so they destroy all the evidence of it.
    Is this a good reason to believe we're in the matrix?   NO!!!

    Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof! and I would say it is quite an extraordinary claim that literally every doctor and every scientist and every government official knows we are making you sick and doesn't care because they're making money.  The claim is that literally everyone of those people is a despicable asshole who's out to get you.   If even one person who learned of this wasn't, we'd all know about it.   I guess all the good people get killed by the CIA before they can tell us?

    If you can't prove it there's no reason for me to believe it, anymore than there's a reason for me to believe the crazy guy on the corner who thinks we're in the matrix.

    EDIT: the point of this post is not that he's wrong, it's that i have no reason to believe it's right.   There are millions of conspiracy theories out there and the significant majority of them are wrong.   I am not required to waste my time with your theory if you have no evidence to support it.

    Absence of evidence is not evidence of absence?           true
    Absence of evidence is evidence?                                  false


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  • I try to treat everyone with respect and to be open minded to all ideas. I like to think and debate about things, particularly in philosophy and politics. I ask questions a lot. I love to learn. I love anything artistic. I'm very touchy-feely with the people I'm close too. I'm very liberal, but I understand why some conservative ideals exist, even if I don't agree with them. I'm very against drugs (that includes alcohol), but if that were a requirement for all my friends I wouldn’t have any haha. I love life and I find myself moved to tears on a regular basis by simple little things. Sometimes I randomly think of something funny and I have to try really hard not to burst out laughing so I don’t look crazy. I like using big words. I play piano and sing in choir. I compose music a lot. I write non-fiction stories about the crazy things that happen in my life. I love writing fiction as well.

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  • New york state senate to vote on marriage equality tomorrow.  if ur from new york call ur senator and tell them how u want them to vote
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